'Without education, we lose our future': Palestinian Children and Teachers on Two Years Deprived of School.

'We seek action, not sympathy'.

Juwayriya Adwan, 12, al-Mawasi

It has been 24 months since I was last inside a proper school. That long since I heard the start-of-class signal at Khawla Bint al-Azwar school, occupied my place and participated actively during my beloved lesson. Occasionally I still distinctly recollect the sounds and smells: powder from the board, pencil shavings, cheerful echoes. But my learning place was destroyed; it was targeted not long after the hostilities erupted. My books were burned, and companions perished.

I was in elementary level on that fateful day: the concluding day I went to school. That early hours, warning alarms blared through the halls. Some children cried, others gripped each other. Our educator attempted reassurance, but even her voice trembled. I remember wishing for a routine day; instruction, intermission, a poem recital. Instead, that day signaled the conclusion of my previous existence.

Hostilities have claimed innumerable aspects. But the toughest sacrifice of all is education, because it represents the forfeiture of tomorrow.

Now I dwell alongside my parents, male relatives and sister in a packed refuge in al-Mawasi. The tent walls flap in the wind, keeping neither cold nor heat away. We queue for water and food. Power is imaginary and seclusion is unavailable. Hope feels fragile.

At night, I observe the night lights through the gaps of my tent and ponder if my companions see the comparable vista. Some contact me when they can, saying they yearn for classes and have retained their old notebooks; like valuables from a bygone era. I feel guilty because I’ve lost all of mine.

I once envisioned pursuing pedagogy to assist young residents acquire knowledge, even when life was hard. Now I aim for being a journalist – to write, to communicate and to demonstrate the world what it signifies to be a minor in this region. I want to narrate our accounts of apprehension and need, but also courage. Because even amid these conditions, amid death and ruins, our expressions persist.

When connectivity is available, I attempt learning digitally. Sometimes, I go to a modest shelter where helpers instruct us math and Arabic. The instruction is limited – the electricity cuts out or the attacks recommence but in those moments, I experience vitality. I remember who I was: the student who adored mathematics and poetry, who thought education could transform society.

Hostilities have stolen countless aspects; our homes, learning centers and kin. I grieved for my paternal relative, his wife, and their young ones. I forfeited my beloved urban area, Rafah, which is nothing but rubble now. But the toughest sacrifice of all is schooling, because it represents the forfeiture of tomorrow.

To the international community, I say this: preserve our aspirations. We seek no sympathy, we want action. Gaza’s children deserve texts, educational facilities and safety. Education is not a luxury, it is a essential privilege. The territory is not merely devastation; it is minors who persist in hoping under aerial surveillance at evening. It is my story and I will continue writing, even if my only possessions is a damaged writing tool and a scrap of damaged material.

'Pupils inquire: "Are you alright, educator?"'.

Naglaa Weshah, forty, instructor in al-Bureij camp

I have been educating in this area for over ten years. Initially in Khan Younis, then in Deir al-Balah, and currently in al-Bureij camp in the middle of the territory. In pre-conflict times, I used to teach multiple groups of about fourty pupils per class, almost two hundred forty individuals eager to learn.

Educating them was my purpose and joy in existence, and I still remember the gleam in a learner's look when a new idea clicked; the sort of occasion every instructor lives for.

I always thought learning should be vibrant. My teaching space was a zone of recreation, aesthetics, and activity. We painted maps, performed past occurrences, and turned lessons into stories.

Laughter always filled the room as inquisitiveness displaced anxiety. Certainly, even in earlier times, young residents were always scared. My learning environment was a secure location but after the seventh, everything changed.

My educational institution became a refuge for households fleeing the bombs. Soon, it was targeted and completely destroyed. There are almost no learning institutions remaining intact in this area now. For this period, everything has been abnormal. The war has destroyed every aspect of our existence: safety, dwellings, learning places, dreams. Fear and grief are perpetual experiences.

Many of my learners are now dead – children who spoke of dreaming of physicians, painters, and educators. They were deprived even the right to exist. Those who are still here experience starvation, displacement and weariness – and however, they still cling to the desire for education.

Occasionally, when the internet enables, I receive messages from a handful of them. They message questioning: “How are you, instructor?” We share brief words, miniature instruction, minor flashes of interaction amid the turmoil. They inquire if circumstances will ever go back to normal. I tell them I don’t know.

Across this territory, teachers, aid workers and non-profits attempt instruction wherever possible: in temporary structures, destroyed learning spaces, or congested safe zones. Education has become an act of defiance, a way to say: “We are still here.” And as long as we continue learning, we will endure.

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